When I originally did this photo shoot, it was mostly for fun.
I felt alive and vibrant.
I loved my body, its secrets and dreams. Its energy.
As I look back on these photos,
I miss that woman that I used to be.
Since this photo shoot, I have been diagnosed with
two autoimmune diseases,
Fibromyalgia and Psoriatic Arthritis.
My life has been forever changed.
I’m in chronic pain.
I struggle to get out of bed everyday.
I only work part time now and I have given up so many activities that made me happy.
I’ve had to reevaluate my life and my happiness.
Find new things that I can do to stay busy and sane.
I love my BARE photos.
They give me, me.
And remind me that no matter how rough things get, even now, me is pretty great.